A great weight...
I feel like a great weight has been lifted from my shoulders. Yesterday I completed my promotion and tenure folders. This is a big deal for me as these folders will be the "proof" that I deserve to be promoted and that I should be kept on as a permanent faculty member, instead of having to justify it each year. Another piece of pressure is that I'm going up early, which is very unusual for my organization, especially because this is my first professional position. Every one who I remember going up early already had a lot of experience else where that could carry over to here.
If I don't get it, that's ok. I'll have next year. But I'd rather not go through all of this again. Wish me luck!
